I have to make two Power Point presentations for tomorrow, so naturally I've been rewatching The Big Kahuna. And now I'm on here... Anyway.... I really like it now. When I first saw it I just heard God, lubricants, blablablabla. I guess maybe cause I was expecting a silly comedy, I didn't really pay that much attention. But now I thought it was quite an interesting character study. Maybe cause I'm desperatly trying to avoid writing about zooplankton and pollution. Which I really have to do now. Only 17 hours until I have to present it.. I hate giving talks about something I don't really know much about. My voice gets all shaky and I talk really really fast.. So my 15minute talk will probably last about 5...

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Pictures of you by the Cure is a really beautiful song. Considering the crappy mood I've been in lately - I really have to stop listening to all that 'music that make you want to kill yourself'. I need happy happy music.. Happiness by Grant Lee Buffalo is one of my all time favourite songs - but it's not very happy..
That'll bring you happiness happiness
Is hard to come by I confess
I'm bad at this thing happiness
If you find it share it with the rest of us

When I make my lame attempts to go running on the treadmill - I listen to old big band music. Maybe that's why I don't last that long.. but maybe I should listen to more of that kind of music...Fun, uplifting, happy stuff.. Fuck - panic attack - have to write the thing now.. Arrgh!